September 17, 2016

Two weeks since the last post and the new normal continues. I have had reasonable days and so so days. Most of the time I have been OK. School has been a nice distraction at least for the five hours I teach and then at the end of the day when I would usually get a text from Jill of stuff to do it hits. It is usually brief but I am sad.  Got to deal with Social Security this week (please stop sending money, really). Nice conversation on Friday after waiting on the phone for an hour on Thursday so I could get them to call me at school instead of home at 10AM which was the time they had me slotted me for. And the life insurance folks who were very nice when I asked if they had received the paper work and apologized for me being on hold for 30 seconds  LOL!! Just have to deal with other life insurance policy now and the banks and the credit cards. And of course still trying to write all the thank you cards for the gifts given in her honor. I have been lucky because Jill keeps on giving whenever I have a question she has the answer although  her voice is not loud, I can hear her still. I know that is weird. I consider myself extremely lucky to have had her in my life for almost 22 years! Enjoy the eulogy from her two friends from the funeral. More later. Thanks for all the continuing love and support. Rik

Eulogy for Jill Cohen  8/14/2016
Jill and I met in 1992, she newly arrived in Seattle to take a job at the JCC and me returning from Arizona.  We could never quite remember where we met but it really didn’t matter. We could tell we were kindred spirits sharing many of the same loves:  Israel and Jewish traditions, dancing, good dark chocolate, good musicals and singing along with the stars, and of course our favorite color- Purple.
I remember Jill loved saying her job at the Jewish Community Center- was to put the “J” in the JCC.
She was so proud of bringing Jewish content and activities to the community. It gave her a wonderful sense of accomplishment.  This commitment to Judaism continued-when she worked for Hadassah, become our shul president , leading Yizkor and musaf services, and welcoming all into her home for a meal.
When she left the JCC, her next job was at NWAF- to do fundraising- Jill did not see herself as a fundraiser at the time, but like all challenges, she took  it on with gusto and a determined spirit- and of course did amazing.  She even managed to convince me to go on their board when they wanted a female doctor.
She encouraged me to try out for Radost Folk Ensemble, even though I had only performed Israeli folkdancing. Her comment was “a grapevine step is a grapevine step, the same in any folkdance language”.  So, of course, I listened to her sage advice and became part of the dance troupe.
And I was present on that auspicious day- Sukkot 1994- when Jill met Rik, and Rik met Jill for the first time. Rik was so smitten with Jill he asked her out to a movie for that same night.  Jill turned right around and asked Debbie and I do go with her (on their date!!). Debbie had baby Joshua so declined, but I went with them.  It was one of the most uncomfortable movie times I ever had- Rik sandwiched in between Jill and I. Trying to hold her hand but she would have none of that…yet.  Rik was not to be deterred however and came for Shabbat at my house (where Jill would be as well) the next Friday. He brought 2 huge bouquets of flowers- I am sure trying to impress Jill. (coincidentally it was the same Shabbat I met my future husband Michael) Well, the flowers obviously worked, as she agreed to go out the next day on their second date. Thankfully, I was not invited to that one.  We all know that the date lasted 12 hours.  Jill came into Radost practice the next morning and while melting to the ground declared  “I’m in love!!”.    18 days later (and Jill loved the number 18) they were engaged.  A few months later they were married- Jill wearing her mothers wedding dress and her red dancing cowboy boots.


I have lots more stories to tell, but there simply isn’t time
So I’ll put the remainder of my thoughts, to these few simple rhymes
Jill did so many amazing things, but these I remember most
Listening to her sing with Dunava, dancing with her in Radost
Sharing Jewish holidays as framily, and scores of yummy Shabbat dinners
Getting together on New Years Day, to determine the prediction winners
Watching Broadway musicals, and singing the show tunes
Talking about the books we read, for Jill really loved Dune
Never wanting pity parties, or being defined by her disease
Having a rowdy Bagel-off , hearing of her travels overseas
Laughing, dancing, and eating alot, even shedding a few tears
You made our world a better place, just by being here
So my dear friend, though now we are worlds apart
Those memories will never fade, I will always carry them right here in my heart.

And the second one:
During Jill and Rik’s wedding reception, the Radost Folk Ensemble, in full costume, entered the room, carrying lime jello and singing a beautiful song about a dark-eyed maiden.

Jill and I met in Radost, and had a great time performing together.  She lights up the stage with her energy and talent.  She was also especially proud to perform with the Dunava Women’s Balkan Choir, and you can hear her yips and her distinctive voice on their CDs.

As you heard, Jill made a point to celebrate Succot, and this played an important part in my family’s life.  As soon as my sons were big enough, I got them over to Jill and Rik’s house each year to help put up the frame, and place the schach (Jill loved to say that word!).

Jill got such a kick out of decorating the Succah each year – She called it Christmas for Jews.  She kept boxes in the garage, full of decorations that friends and their children brought over the years. 

Jill would open each box and look for familiar decorations – “There’s Mr. Corn, and Gumby Asparagus!  Where are Ms. Tulip and the purple flowers?  We’re missing a box – Rik – check the garage!  We need the little windchimes and the Mizrach.”  We always found them.

Then, each year, she had a big party with lulav and etrog and lots of food.  Every year she took a picture of all of her guests in the Succah.

Jill helped make a warm Jewish home for my children.  We shared many Shabbat and holiday meals over the years. 

We traded off leading Passover seders, with our little group of friends, although in recent years I played the support role so she could lead. 

This year, she meticulously planned decorations for the seder table, complete with dolls as Moses, Aaron and Miriam, a doll house with blood on the doorposts, and a calf she painted gold. 

And then there is the White Meal.  You know how Jill loved to cook and how good she was at it.  When Jill realized how much I like white food, she started brainstorming different white foods to make a whole meal – Cauliflower, cucumbers, white fish, semolina, mochi cake, even white tea. 

Somehow, the White Meal became a Yom Kippur tradition, (maybe to match our white clothing) which has stuck for many years!

We all know Jill for her intelligence, talent, and beauty.  We also know how strong a fighter she has been.  Those of you who were at her amazing metsaversary celebration last year have heard my son Aaron’s take on her already.  Here is what he said:

Jill is a warrior.  When g-d gave her lemons, she didn’t make lemonade.  She threw them back and demanded chocolate!


August 29, 2016

After almost three weeks of the "new normal" around here still missing Jill everyday! Here is the eulogy from her sister Susan from the funeral. Rik

Wow – Jill would be so happy to see all of you wearing purple in her honor.

I want to share with you some stories from our childhood, because a lot of how Jill lived was rooted in her strong connection to family, and as she grew into adulthood, how her identity was shaped and formed to become the Jill Cohen that each of us knew and loved.

Although we left New York at a young age, Jill always considered herself a New Yorker, and I think that was not only a love of the Big Apple, but her connection to my parents and their history with the Bronx and Yonkers.  She really identified with those roots, and she loved to look at pictures of my parents with their families of origin, and trace the family tree and Jill marked each picture on the back with the names and dates.

As little girls, Jill and I had matching dresses for all special occasions, and we were the youngest cousins in the family.  The older boys would tolerate us by playing red light, green light, stop in the hallway of our Grandmother’s apartment.  Jill named my father’s mother Mema, because she could not pronounce Grandma Mary, and it stuck.  Jill loved egg creams, charlotte russe and black and white cookies, all those NY delicacies!

Growing up in Cincinnati, and being close in age, we had all the same teachers in elementary school and high school and I was always Jill Cohen’s little sister.  We played Barbies in the living room, and used all the chotchkes to create a Barbie house.  We went to religious school at Temple Sholom and we played Capture the flag with the neighborhood kids on summer evenings.  Jill loved to play dress up in my mother’s wedding gown, and I always had to hold the train.  And many of you know that Jill chose to wear that dress for her own wedding to Rik. 

We were Girl Scouts, and our mother was the Cookie Mom, with cases of cookies lined up in the empty living room.  We acted out the parts to every Broadway musical album, and our favorite was Funny Girl.  Just imagine Jill at 10 years old imitating Barbra Streisand belting out “Don’t Rain on my Parade”…..We swam at the JCC and especially loved the nights when my Dad would join us after work and we were allowed to have dinner at the snack bar.  We went back to NYC each year to visit my mother’s mother, Nanny.  Jill always sat in the front seat with my father, and she was the navigator with the AAA Triptik in her lap, directing us from one town to the next and flipping the pages of the map.  And we played all those silly car games, and my father would sing some corny song as we crossed the George Washington Bridge.

Judaism was an important part of our home, and my parents started making plans for Jill’s Bat Mitzvah.  Always the one to push the envelope, Jill wanted her bat mitzvah on Saturday morning just like the boys, and she was the first to do that at Temple Sholom.  And we got living room furniture!

In High School was when Jill started to find her unique passions.  At Walnut Hills she really blossomed.  This was the beginning of Jill’s fascination with all things French, as she learned the language, and she loved to speak French at any opportunity.  ?Maybe that was some of the attraction to French speaking Rik?  Jill joined Young Judea, the Zionist Youth Group sponsored by Hadassah, and she was off to weekly youth group meetings.  This is when her love of folk dancing began, heading to the Univ. of Cincinnati campus on Saturday nights with a group of friends for Israeli dancing.  Jill persuaded the local Library to hire her for an after-school job, where she began to read science fiction - which none of us in the family could relate to.  She traveled to Upstate NY to attend Camp Tel Yehuda in the summers, and her desire to visit Israel intensified.

As college applications and high school graduation loomed, Jill broached the idea of a gap year in Israel with our parents, on the Young Judea Year Course in Israel program.  My mother was so mad at the idea that Jill was not going directly to college that she did not talk to her for 2 days.  But eventually Jill’s incredible willpower won out, and off she went to Israel in 1977.  And on that trip to NYC to see her off to Israel, my parents splurged on tickets to 2 Broadway shows and we saw Yul Brynr in The King and I, and a brand new show – A Chorus Line.   This past winter during a visit here, Jill and I were relaxing one evening and she looked at me with glee and said – Do you want to watch a DVD retrospective on A Chorus Line?  And we watched and sang every word to every song together, just like when we were little girls in the basement in Cincinnati.

To say that her year in Israel had an enormous impact on her life is an understatement.  The life-long friendships that she made, seeing the world, living immersed in Israeli life and culture, is when Jill’s Jewish identity evolved from childhood into adulthood.  She knew that she wanted to eventually have a kosher home, and the observance of Shabbat became a priority.  And when she came home she enrolled at Univ of Cincinnati, got her first apartment, joined an Israeli folk dance troupe, and Jill knew that Judaism would play an important role in her professional life as well as her personal life.

Fast forward to today.    My relationship with Jill grew from big sister/little sister into two strong women who deeply loved and respected each other.  I admire Jill’s courage and determination.  I admire how deeply she loved and cared for friends and family and how she stayed connected to so many people in every aspect of her life.  I admire how she found community in every place that she lived.  I admire her strong convictions on leading an observant Jewish life.  I admire the way she gave support to our aging parents from such a long distance.   I so admire her dedication to this congregation.   And especially, I admire how Jill lived her life with grace, dignity and joy every single day.

Jill’s medical treatment was a team effort that she led fiercely.  She received superior care from an A Team of physicians, nurses and social workers who always had Jill’s best interest at heart.  Rik wants to express his gratitude to Dr. Sheldon Goldberg, Dr. Deborah Klein and Sandy Johnson, and so many others who treated Jill with compassion over these many years.

I loved my sister Jill, but as many of you know, she could sometimes be a big pain in the tuchas!  And now I feel like a piece of me is missing.

Rik often teased Jill and I, always calling us the Cohen Girls – because of our shared determination and passion for getting it right –and we’re really stubborn – because we Cohen Girls know best. …..Now it is a club of just one. 

To Rik – when you are feeling lost and alone, this Cohen girl will be there to help you find your direction. 

To Mom – you taught me that Cohen girls have broad shoulders – so lean on me. 

To Eric and Dana – your aunt Jill was so proud that you are each following your dreams.   You both carry Jill’s independent spirit and determination and her greatest wish for you is to soar! 
To all of you who love Jill, please don’t ever forget how fully Jill lived her life– and we honor her memory by finding the joy in life every single day.

Dance as though no one is watching you
Love as though you’ve never been hurt before
Sing as though no one can hear you

And live as though heaven is here on Earth                 attributed to Fr. Alfred D’Souza

August 17, 2016

The Rabbi's Eulogy from Jill's Funeral

This is Rabbi Jill Borodin' s eulogy from Jill's funeral which she has allowed me to share and would have wanted posted on her blog. Rik


Psalm 23.
Ladino song by Hila about Jerusalem:

Ir me kero madre
a Yerushalayim
A pizar las tierras
I artarme d'eyas

En El me arimo yo
En El m'asiguro yo
En el Patron del mundo
En el Senyor del mundo.

I want to go to Jerusalem, mother
Walk on the ground and be fed by it.

I am leaning on him,
I trust him,
The Lord of all people.


Eulogy for Jill Meredith Cohen,
Yachna Maryam bat Shimon Shir haKohen v’Masha Leah


I don't know about you but I feel like I'm in a twilight zone.  I'm standing here to deliver a eulogy for Jill Meredith Cohen, but I can’t conceive of Jill as anything except full of life.  Jill is the woman, who always bounced back, and volunteered some more, and cooked some more meals for someone, and found a silver lining and persevered with dignity, elegance and a smile no matter the medical challenge.

Jill was one of the alive people I ever met, incredibly organized, disciplined, giving, thoughtful and living life with zeal, passion, color, song and dance.

Today I can't talk about Jill dying.  I can, and plan to talk about some of the many ways Jill lived.  And I know from Jill’s sharing with me that what she wanted to take place today was a celebration of her life and living.

Jill had favorite poems that inspired the way she choose to live.  They provided guidance and inspiration for her in her life and Jill became a living manifestation of them.

She danced.
She sang.
She took.
She gave, served, and loved.
She risked and created.
She dissented, grew and enlivened.
She saw, sweated, changed, and learned.
She laughed.
She shed her skin.
She bled on the pages of her days.
She lived with intention.
Mary Anne Radmacher


Jill lived in many more ways than I can possibly talk about in this one eulogy, and my comments are a snapshot of my special partnership, friendship and relationship with Jill over the past 11 years here at Congregation Beth Shalom.  There is so much to say, that I won’t even get to talking about her deep commitment and connection with her beloved Rik, her family, her friends and her communities, her special dogs Bubka and and boychik, and the many causes and organizations, particularly connected to the Jewish community, Israel, a proud life long member of Hadassah, and active advocate/fundraiser and volunteer for the HIV/AIDS world and numerous cancer organizations.  Jill always said that working and volunteering for non-profits helped pay her rent on earth by trying to make the world a better place. 

Jill and shul.
As I stand on this bima this afternoon, I have several snap shots of Jill.  I see her getting ready to have the Cohen Aliya, fashionably dressed, usually with lots of color, with a great hat, and her beautiful Tallis and with very fashionable boots or shoes.

I see Jill sitting on the bima, as president or another member of the board helping with honors, greeting people, wishing them Mazel tov, helping them feel comfortable on the bima.  Or looking at the sanctuary thinking how she as going to greet everyone and what messages she needed to pass on to me.  Or singing with a huge smile as part of our shabbat morning tefilot, from her usual seat, over on the left side, pretty close to the aisle, halfway back.

I see Jill standing right next to me, right here with her being our hazan leading yizkor.  Jill found it particularly meaningful to lead yizkor and would lead it frequently on the holidays.  She took this role, along with all her roles, very seriously, emailing me a few weeks in advance to go review the service together, letting me have a month’s notice if she was worried she might not make it or wanted a back up just in case.

I see Jill standing at the podium on the floor leading Torah service or musaf service.  Jill particularly liked to lead on Shabbat shuva, the Shabbat between Rosh hashanah and Yom Kippur.  On these days between Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur, there are a number of additions that get added to the amidah:
Zochreynu lhayim, melech hafetz bhayim, uctoveinu bsefer hahayim l’maancha elohim hayim.
Remember us that we may live, O King who delights in life.  Inscribe us in the Book of Life, for your sake, Living God.

Bsefer hayim bracha v’shalom, ufarnasa tova, nizacher vnikatev lefanecha anachnu vkol amecha beit israel lhayim tovim ulashalom.

May we and the entire House of Israel be remembered and recorded in the Book of Life, blessing, peace, sustenance and peace.

Write us, seal us in the book of life.

Jill created, wrote and sealed herself in the book of life - with her nonstop living, moving, singing and dancing.  No matter her prognosis or medical set back, jill wrote, dance, sung, cooked, hosted, baked, volunteered herself into the book of life.  And a mighty full book of life.

Jill did jobs in front of the community and many behind the scene jobs, both large and small.

I see Jill examining the silver on our Sifrei Torah as she checked out what needed to be polished or admired the polishing job she did, seeing our silver shining.  And Jill didn’t miss details, in advance of silver polishing, she would ask me if I had any silver that needed polishing and would ask for my tallis clips to be able to polish them for me for the hagim.

Jill was the visionaire and the force behind our fundraising initiative of the past 13 years - double chai.  She brought the model to beth shalom and she made it happen, from chairing the event, to recruiting volunteers, to soliciting donors, to editing the video, to getting table captains, to proofing the program and speeches, to setting the tables, to picking the table decorations and menu, to counting the money.  She energized all of us and was incredibly dedicated to our community’s financial stability and worked every possible detail, year, after year, to make it happen.  And pivotal in helping us launch our new planned giving initiative.  As a Shul, we are forever grateful for all these gifts. 

Jill made sure we maintained a culture which celebrated the generous giving of all our members, no matter their financial ability, by celebrating everyone’s personal stretch and not measuring generosity by total dollars.  No task was beyond her.  With her incredible eye and care for detail and organizational skill, she was a dream to Beth Shalom development and Beth Shalom in general.

This same deep dedication and care for all aspects of a program was how Jill approached her position of president of Beth Shalom and many other positions on our board and executive and finance committees.  She, myself and the executive director would meet weekly to go over various aspects of running a shul and building our community.  Jill’s professional training and many years of experience as Jewish professional at Hillel and the JCC was put to great use, as Jill offered advice on all aspect of synagogue and organizational list.  And she didn’t just offer advice, she was a worker.  Volunteering herself at every meeting to take on numerous tasks, always leaving with a long list: people to welcome, calls to make, fundraising solicitations to make, meetings to host, meals to cook, tasks to be done in the office, finding new candidates for shul leadership positions - you name it, Jill volunteered and did a beautiful job.  With Jill’s extraordinary volunteering, we had an extra professional helping make everything at Beth Shalom possible.  Jill was incredibly organized, knowing when she would have the time to take care of any particular task, tuesday at 11 looks good, or perhaps thursday at 2, but nothing too early in the day.  Jill’s days were very full and she knew how to maximize fitting in what was important and making sure to get herself the rest she needed to stay healthy.

Jill was an incredible hostess.  She loved cooking and baking and hosting people for meals.  Shabbat and holidays meals were a time you could usually find a table full at the Cohen Katz residence.  She was happy to cook and deliver meals for people in need through the mitzvah corps.  And many of you have shared over the years, Jill and Rik’s sukkah with their yearly sukkah open house, with the most incredible deserts Jill baked, which celebrated Jill and Rik meeting at a sukkah gathering.  And whenever I came over, Jill made sure to send me home with some edible treats for my girls.

Jill opened her home to many.  I had the privilege of enjoying a number of special meals there.  For a couple of years, Jill cooked for and hosted the Beth Shalom staff for a beautiful meal in her home as a way of saying thank you to the staff.  She would check with the staff about dietary preferences and needs and would plan a meal that she thought would be a special treat for everyone, even keeping track of the menu from year to year, making sure to make different things, not wanting to repeat anything.  And she would bring in special treats from her garden for the Beth Shalom staff to enjoy: berries, tomatoes, plums and more treats.  And loved to enjoy and cook with the fruits of her big garden she and Rik maintained.

I loved Jill’s spunk, whether it was her love of chocolate, which she called vitamin Ch, and excellent job making sure she had enough chocolate to share for every meeting she attended.  Her love of fashion and bright colors, keeping track, and making sure I was in the know, of great sales at some of her favorite stores.  Her enthusiasm for new things she was learning, and sharing with me a new ladino song her music group was singing, or Judaica she had found on her group’s trip to the Balkans, or about a concert where she was singing.  She had a tremendous ability to be able to lead a Congo line, ice breaker or almost any group activity or speak in front of huge audiences.  Jill was an avid lifelong singer and dancer and performed with the Sabra dancers of cincinnati, Zemya ethnic dance theater of washington dc, Zivili Kolo Ensemble of columbus, seattle’s Radost folk ensemble and Dunava women’s balkan choir. 

Every morning, towards the end of Psukei dzimra part of the morning service, we chant psalm 150 which talks about praising God with different instruments, with dance and with your soul.  Halleluhu btof u machol, helleluhu  bminim vugav, kol haneshama tehallel ya, halleuya.  Jill exemplified the words of this psalm.

Jill was dedicated to working on cancer prevention and supporting others with cancer.  A number of years ago, she organized a special cancer awareness shabbat at shul with a special lunch made from anti-oxidant foods.  Jill was involved in telling her story as a way of helping others.  Jill told her story on her blog: Dancing with Cancer, and recently through a special photo exhibit of people living with metastasized cancer.  Jill volunteered with Swedish medical center, gilda’s club seattle and the young survival coalition.  Jill would offer to be a resource to others in the community after they got a diagnosis of cancer, helping them understand the new crazy world of cancer they were entering, providing moral support and encouragement, teaching others they too could live, dance, sing and love with cancer.

Jill had a deep appreciative of her medical team, beloved doctors and social workers and a wide network of friends.

And Jill would get to know them and what they like, bringing special chocolate, and drinks and other gifts in appreciation - knowing what everyone would like.  She kept track of everyone and their needs.

Jill also appreciated the great love she enjoyed from family and friends, her special relationship with her sister and mom.  And the great support and love and partnership that she and Rik enjoyed for many years.

Jill wanted song today and we wanted to honor that wish and honor that that today is Tisha B'av, a communal day of Jewish mourning and fasting when joy is decreased.  We’ve incorporated song through the singing of her friend Hila from her chorus and through including some of the lyrics from songs she loved into my words this afternoon.  One of these is Naomi Shemer’s song, Al Kol Eleh.  This song was written in 1980 dedicated to her sister Ruthie who had recently lost her sister, and beautifully claims life in the midst of its messiness and stings.

Al hadvash ve'al ha'okets
Al hamar vehamatok
Al biteynu hatinoket shmor eyli hatov.

Al ha'esh hamevo'eret
Al hamayim hazakim
Al Ha'ish hashav habayta
min hamerkhakim

Chorus:
Al kol eleh, al kol eleh,
Shmor nah li eyli hatov
Al hadvash ve'al ha'okets
Al hamar vehamatok.

Al na ta'akor natu'a
Al tishkakh et hatikvah
Hashiveyni va'ashuva
El ha'arets hatovah.

Every bee that brings the honey
Needs a sting to be complete
And we all must learn to taste the bitter with the sweet.

Keep, oh Lord, the fire burning
Through the night and through the day
For the man who is returning
from so far away.

Chorus:
Don't uproot what has been planted
So our bounty may increase
Let our dearest wish be granted:
Bring us peace, oh bring us peace.

For the sake of all these things, Lord,
Let your mercy be complete
Bless the sting and bless the honey
Bless the bitter and the sweet.


Jill did have stings.  In 1999, at age 39, Jill got breast cancer.  And by 2002, it had metastasized to her blood, liver and bones and skin.  Jill lived with ongoing, non stop medical challenges and new appearances of where her cancer had spread - she fought them vigorously and with upbeat spirit, making time for maintaining the best medical care and following all its advice and for continuing to live a rich life, as she wrote on the title of her blog, her life was about dancing with cancer. 

Jill had another tremendous sting.  One of her dreams was to be a mother, and Rik and her very much wanted to have kids.  Jill and Rik tried hard to have kids, to adopt and to foster children – they had lots of love to give to their children.  Sadly were not able and did not qualify for adoption or fostering children because of health issues.  This was a tremendous thorn for Jill and Rik.  And yet despite the sting, she managed to find a way to still shower love on her nieces and nephews and kids of close friends, and to continue to love and shower that love on others.  And continued to be a believer and supporter of organizations that worked to nurture Jewish youth, especially Young Judea and Hillel.

Jill faced tremendous medical obstacles over a very extended time.  In face of this, she adopted an incredible position of living fully, and living the words of a favorite song of hers by Rabbi Nahman of Breslav: Kol haolam kulo, gesher tzar meod, vahaikkar lo lephahed clal.  The whole wide world is a very narrow bridge, but the essential thing is to have no fear at all - and Jill approached what would have been an extremely frightening reality for most of us, with no fear at all.

(this paragraph I left out at the funeral as it’s contents were already shared Today is Tisha bav - in some ways very fitting as Jill’s life was intertwined with Judaism and the Jewish people and the state of Israel from her professional life at Hillel, JCC, Shul and her personal life with Young Judea, the rhythm of her home, her observance of the holidays and Shabbat.  Jill spent a pivotal year in Israel at age 17 and then enjoyed many later trips to Israel.  Jill majored in Jewish studies and completed a master’s in Jewish Communal Service at Brandeis University - wanting to dedicate her professional life to the Jewish people.  Jill felt and lived the life of the Jewish people and fitting on this sad day as a people where we commemorate losses to our people over many time periods, we commemorate her loss - though Jill wanted today to be a celebration of her life and not a pity party.)

Jill was one of the most organized people I know, with great advance planning skills, particularly impressive given the unknown and changing realities of her medical needs.  Jill also didn't like to burden people.  And also had strong likes and preferences.  These elements came together with Jill planning far in advance for her eventual death.

Around ten years ago, Jill came to me to talk about the arrangements she wanted for her death.  She knew what she wanted and was motivated to make it easier on her loved ones by making as many arrangements as she could in advance.  Jill had typed out a several page document with an obituary she had written, names of pallbearers, favorite quotes to possibly use (3 of which I've included), instructions where she wanted the funeral (right here), who she wanted to conduct the funeral (me), that she didn't want her body to be brought inside lest it prevent fellow cohenim who follow laws of ritual purity not be able to come into the synagogue, that shiva be sat in her house, she be mourned according to traditional Jewish laws of mourning and buried in her tallit, that her blog sty up for at least a year, for donations in her memory to go Congregation Beth Shalom and Young Judea, that purple be worn, there should be singing and she wanted flower seeds to be given out for us to take home and plant in our gardens.  And hence there will be seeds given out at the cemetery after the internment.

She wanted everything to be as easy as possible on everyone else and hence the instructions.  And periodically she would update the instructions and provide me with an updated copy.  She wanted her family supported and for her passing to be as easy as possible on them.  Jill was a caregiver to both those close to her and to friends, acquaintances and acquaintances of acquaintances.  Jill wanted to keep taking care of her family after she had passed through having made as much arrangements as possible.

Jill Meredith Cohen, Yahna Maryam bat Shimon Shir haKohen vMasha Leah was an inspiration, a light, a friend, a source of strength and vitamin Ch for so many of us.  We have been touched by her light, her passion, her dedication, her helping hand, her song, her dance and her love.



Live with intention.
Walk to the edge.
Listen hard.
Laugh.
Practice wellness.
Play with abandon.
Continue to learn.
Appreciate your friends.
Choose with no regret.
Do what you love.
Live as if this is all there is.
Mary Anne Radmacher





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